Waaaa....I ate a lot today! *Burp* alhamdulillah..

Anyway, I've been feeling very-very down and emotional these past couple of days. Makcik at the office said that I looked demotivated and sad and without energy ever since I got married. Well, what do you expect. My husband is far away, AND I don't like working here anymore than I like spending time at the studio during the university years (apart from the happy times with friends of coz).

I guess when you are trapped in an environment filled with M*lays with typical M*lay attitude, you either become like them or you'd be shunt aside, BY them. Me? I made the decision to isolate myself from the rest, and do my own things in my own cube. Most of the time, I won't go out with them during the long Friday lunch break. I feel like I've got nothing in common with any of them, aside from the same nature of work.

I can't talk about books with anyone here as no one would be interested enough to layan my small talk. There was this 1 lady whom I thought shared the same interest as me, but when I got to know her better, it turned out that she only talked about books (coz she used to work in one of the leading local bookstore) but don't bother to read it actually. *Sigh*

And worst of all, no one here is sharing my excitement for the release of the latest and final H*arry P*otter book. *Deep sigh*Let's not get deeper into this or else I'd not be able to stop harrasing you guys with my complaints and thoughts and dissatisfaction and anger and emotions bla bla bla..

Anyway, my initial thought for this post is this...

I was feeling very down last night and texted Ayu, hoping that she'd be able to cheer me up. I typed long long windy sentences and she only replied like...what? 2 to 3 sentences. But somehow those few words were able to lift up my spirit and before I knew it I was smiling with joy at her texts. How she does it, I just couldn't figure it out. Whatever it is, thank you very much friend.. for making me laugh last night. It was a much appreciated laughter as it doesn't come that easy anymore nowadays. ;-) Just hope I could do the same for you.

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Just for everyone's info, the HP and the Deathly Hallows will be released this coming 21st July. Trying to think of an excuse not to follow Mr Husband to a function that night, but still haven't come out with a good one. You guys have any good excuses in mind???

P/S : I crave for Strawberry and Mango Yogurt drinks in the tiny bottles, but am very lazy to go out and get it. Can anybody deliver it to my house today? (Hoping Amin will read this right now). ;-p