Last night...with the intention of finding the "prank letter" written by my two ex-classmates and good friends...I searched my "guni" bag where all the letters had been stored. While browsing through them...I saw this one tiny letter, which caught my attention due it's "cuteness". It's just a jagged piece of paper torn from an exercise book, and very lunyai already...

However, what makes it special is not the appearance, but the contents...written many, many years ago by a very nice but complicated gurl....named Ayu....

The contents are as typed below:

"Baizurah,
I really pity you, I've never thought that you really do like me, but...I'm not a real friend. Only Muazzah, Bibbi and some boys from my former school understand me. No one else could ever understand me. That's why I'm wishing to 'chow' from this school after PMR. That's the only way for me to be happy.I'd like to hear your happiness, problems or anything but nobody ever gave me the chance. As an philosopher (this word was then crosssed out and replace with another word) 'ahli falsafah' once said "A sad face can hide a happy heart but a happy face can't hide a sad heart". It's not true coz, well...maybe all this while everyone is seeing me as a happy girl, but they don't know my heart. I've never been happy since I came here. Even on my birhday. It used to be happy the happiest day in my life, but now, everything has changed. The bright sunshine that used to shine over me has changed into a dark grey cloud. My life is upside - down but nobody can help me out of this dark zone. Please understand. It's already hard for me to stand in this world. Don't add my problems.
Signed: Ayu "

Hahahaha....this gurl was damn emotional!And complicated too..Hehehe Ayu jangan marah...But seriously when I read the letter last nite, I can't stop smiling and thinking to myself how very different you were back then...I mean look at you now, all smileys and joking around...playing mercun with ur "adik2"...but back then you were almost ALWAYS (and i mean like every day) in a DARK mood....
Care to tell me what THAT was all about?That is if u still can remember it lah...hehehe...