First of all, I just wanna spell out something here..As most can see, nowadays my blog is filled to the brim with stuff about Harry Potter. Some might be wondering, what's happening to this gurl, aiiittee??Well, those who haven't figure it out..the new Harry Potter book (book #6) will be launch tomorrow!!So i'm just getting into the spirit here.Since i can't contain my excitement, and no one would be tolerance enuff to listen to me rambling on and on about the Harry Potter series, i have to resort to blogging about it instead. So..apologizing for the inconvenience here!hehehe...

Anyway, this post is actually inspired by Farah a.k.a LifeSketcher, one of our BookClub comrades(like Mickey said)....so i'm really HOPING u'll read this Farah!

While glancing thru her page just now, her latest post caught my interest. She seemed to be in a foul mood and i dun blame her for that. Being in ur shoes, i'm sure anyone would feel the same way u do. And believe me Farah, MOST of us had gone thru what ur facing now during our University years. Maybe each faced different kind of situations, but the effect is almost the same : WE HAD TO FORGO OUR DREAMS as a result of some limitation and restriction set by certain parties. I remember, once upon a time in my schooling days...i had this romantic idea of university life, and i was wishing badly that i'd get into university A.S.A.P. The time couldn't have come soon enuff for me!

University life was sooooo much different from the school life...as it is like a turning point of ur life, where u hafta make a KEY DECISION that'll influence ur future life. And it was tough being on your own, doing everything by urselves...deciding on things that could well affect ur future...

And i believe that many of us were disappointed to find ourselves compelled to do something contradictory to what we wanted to do in the first place. As in ur case, u wanted to take Bio but much to ur dismay; was forced instead to sign up for Physics, which wasn't in the list of subject u wanted to do aiiitee Farah? Well, that happens to me all the time(i'm using present tense here as this kind of things are still happening)...so much so that at times, i feel like giving up all together. I am always questioning my life, why did it all happen to me...dun i deserve a lil' bit of happiness, why can't i do what i love most..??? But thankfully, there people around me who love me enuff to KEEP ON reminding me that life is not all about living ur dreams, it's not about trying to get WHAT U DESIRES most, but we were sent down to earth to complete our task, BEFORE we'd be called back to HIM. So whenever i feel like i can't take all life has to gif anymore...i'd console myself with this thought. And Alhamdulillah, i always feel much better afterwards.

However Farah, remember....there are always HOPE. Coz without hope, we'll be like a bird with broken wings....So with this thought in mind, try ur best to work things out...

And whenever we feel like we have nobody to turn to, just remember that we'll alwiz have ALLAH to see us through..When we feel like all hope is lost, remember HIM; The Most Merciful....remember that HE's always listening to us..always looking at us with LOVE and MERCY...so dun forget to "doa" besides putting in ur effort to make things work out..And if after all these effort, u still dun get what u long for in life...then just accept it willingly...maybe it was never meant to be urs..

I know i'm not good in giving advice...even my life is not as colourful and satisfactory as i want it to be. At times, i still feel like blaming other people for awful things that happen to me. I know that what i said above; it's all easier said than done. But, dun worry....take ur time to get over ur grief...slowly i'm sure u'd be able to come to term with what lays ahead of u...and u might even find urself enjoying what u were dreading before.

So...All the BEST to u baby caterpillar!!...and remember...EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON... ciao!!