9th August 2005 - Tuesday

Gosh! How tough can it get?? *sigh*

I'm sooo depressed...and demotivated...and dispirited...and feeling worn out..jaded...and IT'S ONLY THE 4th DAY OF MY TELEMARKETING JOB!! I can't believe it, i feel as if i've been doing it for a year! haha..okie that may be a bit exaggerating...but...*sigh*..i feel drained...seriously.. :-(

I only managed to make 10 calls today, and it were ten long calls that wore me out...i know y'all must be like " Hello!!U only hafta talk to people on the phone..how can that be tiring"..well, if u dun believe me..u try call people and SELL PRODUCTS to them on the phone! it's tough man!moreover, i hafta sell something that cost a small fortune...and unlike the Koreans, Malaysian definitely don't buy anything unless they can see and touch it FIRST-myself included. ;-)

My call quota is actually 20 calls per day. But i haven't reach the target so far, i mean like i've got to do other things around here too aiite..so how am i gonna do it within the limited time? I assure u that it'll very hard to make 20 calls per day and manage to get at least 2 appointments. No no! i can't do it..no no no...(sigh-i'm sooo demotivated!!)

Thankfully, there was one GOOD news conveyed to me just now-i hope more of these will come along the way to help boost my spirit to do works around here! Anyway, the good news is that Doris went for the appointments i got for her this morning, and she told me that one of them is a good prospect. He's requesting for a multifunction colour and B&W machines. I hope she'll be able to close the deal a.s.a.p. Aha!!....i'm counting my commission!!Can u see the imprint of RM$$$ in my eyes???????Hahaha... ;-p

The ISO Auditing has been postponed to tomorrow. Apparently, the auditor wants everyone-meaning every employee to be present during the auditing session. Well....too bad we can't just disappear into thin air..hehehee..

10th August 2005 - Tuesday

*Yawn*..Waaa i'm sooo darn sleepy!

Hmm...we'd gone through the ISO auditing session and i think every thing went well. The auditor, Richard Feng is a chinese from China but came to work here only a few months back. He's a nice man, with cool demeanour. Very soft spoken. I didn't have to answer lotsa question, thank God! I was afraid that i might spoil it for them by answering the questions wrongly...hehehe...

One thing settled then! Fuuuhh...lega..

Now to the telemarketing again..i'll start in a quarter of an hour's time.Wish me luck!!

Btw...there's this test i took about some Feng Shui thingy...i don't believe in feng shui of coz, but it was fun! And i daresay that most of the answer is parallel to my life! and here's what it says about my mind....(It's a song by Coldplay-Clock)

Lights go out and I can’t be saved
Tides that I tried to swim against
Have bought me down upon my knees
Oh I beg, I beg and plead
Come out of things unsaid
Shoot an apple off my head
And a trouble that can’t be named
A tiger’s waiting to be tamed

You are...
Confusion that never stops
The closing walls and the ticking clocks
Gonna come back and take you home
I could not stop, that you now know
Come out upon my seas
Cursed missed opportunities
Am I part of the cure
Or am I part of the disease

You are...
And nothing else compares
You are ....
home.. where I wanted to go