12:37 PM

Hidup tak lagi terasa sepi, jiwa tak lagi terasa sunyi. Ketika ada teman yang peduli, dan mahu untuk berbagi... (http://chinta.fotopages.com/)

I love this photographer. He's got a great talent for capturing moments and emotions. What's more, I admire his aptitude to pair the pictures with B E A U T I F U L W O R D S.

Certain people labelled me a "mat rempit" type of girl. All because I'm a sucker for beautiful (jiwang - jiwang) + meaningful words and captions. AND because i love spending time at parks, be it by myself or with my loved one. But do I care what you think of me? Nawh. Coz I think you are just jealous of me. ;-)

I might be a bit reserved. I devour dreams and fantasies. That's why i love spending time alone by myself.

Reading beautiful words make me feel beautiful inside. While you, yOu make me feel ungrateful for the way I am. So that's why I love words and not you, get it?

Once, I was talking to this group of people (sort of friends of mine). I told them that I went to this place alone during lunch and one lady actually said "Ey, pegi sorang2 ka? If it was me, I'd feel macam orang bodo diri tepi jalan waiting for a cab...ALONE". Oh, well...dah malas nak bertekak...i just let the remark died away. At another time, I was telling them how heavenly it was spending my weekend at Amcorp Mall (PJ) and the same lady said (something to the effect) to me "Gi sorang2 tempat camtu? Tak rasa cam bodo ke?If it was KLCC then okie la go alone". I was like (dalam hati la) "Kalau orang bodo like you maybe la rasa bodo kot coz dah memang bodo. But to smart girls like me...rasa cool je pun. No big deal what."

Another time, the very same lady told me that she couldn't imagine why I'd go dating at the parks cause, plainly - she said - they are dating spots for mat rempit. Now, let me get this straight. What you're saying is that I shouldn't be doing something I love just because the majority of world's population think it uncool? Like going to places alone? And devouring my precious time at the parks?

Have you ever asked yourself what I think of you?Really..I think you are a nobody. A woman who think so highly of yourself and trying hard to be cool while the the truth is you're just the most pathetic creature I've ever met in my entire life.

But does it matter, what i think?

~The Urban Factor~