It's been a slow morning for me. Woke up late AGAIN today, after successfully coming early to the office for the past three days. Dah start malas balik dah.

Earlier this morning, I got jolted from my dreamy state at around 9 am when all of a sudden someone from admin called and informed me that I've to go somewhere to ganti someone who was supposed to go but didn't turn up at the place. Of all the people...why it was always me yang jadik scapegoat ni?? I'm just so frustrated with all these attitude of you people. Come on, you can't expect me to be the replacement everytime you want me to. As it is, I've got my own things and works to do - just like you people. I know I know..I'm always at the office so you find it easy to just tell me to go here and there instead of going through all the hassle of calling so many people who'd -most of the time- find excuses not to do it.

The mentality of the g*****m**t people... *sigh*

On a different note, been crying myself to sleep these past few nights. I think I've a depression problem. I mean no one has done nothing mean whatsoever to make me feel sad. But still, I'd cry and cry for no apparent reason. Or if there's any rason for it, I can't seem to figure out why. The tears just flow down my cheeks everytime, sampai sakit mata ni. Jangan nanti buta sudah. Haha.Maybe coz it's the time of the month kot. *wink*wink*

Anyway, been listening to this song by "lifehouse" over and over and over again. Sangat suka...sangat puitis, menyentuh hatiku. :-p

You & Me

What day is it
and in what month
this clock never seemed so alive

I can't keep up
and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time
cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose

And it's you and me
and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that I want to say
just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping inwards
you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to prove
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

there's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
everything she does is beautiful
everything she does is right

** My fave by Lifehouse is "Hanging by a Moment" coz it's my very first ever lagu cinta. But tak dapat nak download, so I listen to this one instead. ;-)