I'm sleepy...and cold. And STRESSED OUT TO THE MAX!

Got works to finish before i head off to the induksi, but somehow my brain refuse to cooperate. I'm all blury at the moment... sigh...

Anyway, since i can't do my work now maybe i should just scribble a few things in here...

Hmmm....i was just thinking last night (before i dozed off) how frustrating it is to be in an environment where people tend to judge you by the way you dress and the crowd that u hang out with. That's the main reason why i've always prefered to be a loner for most of my university and working life. It's like no matter how nice you are, people still have something bad to say about you.

When you don't mix around as much, they say that you are a snob (while the fact is it's because you are shy). When you start to be friendly, they say you are bingit..Ah! It's damn hard to please people around you, isn't it.

I've noticed a few times that when i start to get along fine with the community around me, that's when i'll hear lots of crappy things that one person has to say about another. It makes me realize that if they can say those things behind each other's back, surely they won't hesitate to say the same things about me.

And though, i couldn't care less of what they think of me, sometimes it stressed me out coz i'm only human...