Oh!NOO!!! There she goes again....*sigh* / It's Teacher's Day
11:20 AM
Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong And no one understands you Do you ever wanna run away? Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on turned up so loud That no one hears you screaming No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels alright You don't know what it's like to be like me To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked When you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life Do you wanna be somebody else? (YESSSS!!!!) Are you sick of feeling so left out? "Are you desperate to find something more Before your life is over" (SOOO TRUE!) Are you stuck inside a world you hate?(You...A mind reader???) Are you sick of everyone around? With their big fake smiles and stupid lies(Not really...jez sick of myself) While deep inside you're bleeding No you don't know what it's like No one ever lied straight to your face And no one ever stabbed you in the back You might think I'm happy But I'm not gonna be ok.... Everybody always gave you what you wanted You never had to work it was always there You don't know what it's like shit What it's like To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked To be on the edge of breaking down And one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life ...
Hah! There she goes again(sigh)... Jez being in one of my dark mood again...what with no one in the office...yerp!everybody went to kl and i'm left all alone!!! by the way oeo...if ur reading this....MANA ADA HANTU SIANG2??!!! hang jangan nak kelentong aku laaaa...(gosh!i hope it's really true???) ...
Anyway, it's Teacher's Day today...haaa...it has been almost ten years now since i last celebrated Teacher's Day...
The best celebration of all were of coz during my primary school...we had soooo much fun each year, celebrating the day...I'd get all excited to get my teacher's some cool presents...and wishing sooo hard that she/he would like my gifts best..hehehe....during that time, teachers were our idols...i'm sure many of us wished to grow up and be like the teachers we admired so much...that's why many2 of us,w hen asked what u wanna be when u grow up....answered with much enthusiasm..."NAK JADI CIKGU!!!" hehehe...not forgetting some people i knew who wanted to be a teacher just because u get to work only half day....and banyak cuti maaaa...hehehehe...
Whatever it is...to me, teaching is a very noble profession...u can make lots of good deeds entering the world of teaching.. though it seems like a simple thing to do -u know like some people would think "what's so hard about it...just repeat what u know to a bunch of kids, that's all u gotta do"-it could actually be tough if u get to teach a bunch of naughty brat and try to mould them into well-behaved, successful person..that's a very challenging work!
So...to all my teachers, words can't express my gratitude...but THANX anyway. U made me into who I am now...and I love you for that(even Miss Mah i guess..erk...hehehe...some bad blood between us years ago lar!) .... Hmmm... I think I have to make some effort to keep in touch with all my teachers lah...surely they would appreciate that...
~The Urban Factor~
