I'm here without you

What have i done wrong??I ask myself...Din i treat her well enuf....that she has come to make such a "gruesome" decision...after 4 long years of love....how could she ever do this to me?How could she ever decide to leave me??!!hehehehe...a bit xtereme ey? Don't get the wrong idea readers, she's not only leaving me...infact she'll be leaving her hometown which includes her parents, her brothers (especially the twins) to take up a new assignment as a landscape officer with Jabatan Landscape Negara(dunno the English name)....she'll be reporting this coming Monday.

How "sad" could this be?? ;p...

Let's read a story of our so called "stay close to each other intermittently" love story.We got to know each other mid of 2001...and set eye on each other at the end on that year.She was doing her degree in UIA then, as for me I was having a good time in UPM (this is not true, i was working my a** off to complete my study)...Then in 2002 it all started...I finished my study end of 2002 and i came back to Penang while she stayed there to complete her study. We only have the chance to meet if she comes back during holidays or semester breaks. Then in February 2004 I got a job in Putrajaya, we are close to each other again, that's good news. But not for long. She finished her study in April and came back to Penang. This time, it's my turn to come back home if we are planning to meet. And that only happens during Raya...heh! Now I'm back in Penang (keja kilang ja pon)...I got a job here January this year, and we really enjoyed spending the weekends together..laughing...arguing..and in fact there were a few "breakups" between us...Ripley's believe it or not...but within a few minutes we'll just make up.
I would say that was the longest period we stayed close to each other in a state after campus life....Don't u agree baby?....;p

So today my gal just took the bus with her parents...on her way to KL...I am really...really..really happy for her because she got her dream job as a landscape architect...and furthermore she can already start her saving for our future (if we have one together)...But deep...deep..deep..inside I would always feel the loneliness without her presence here...the main thing is..there's nobody going to bug me anymore for a date during the weekends...I'm totally gonna miss that... Hmmmm.....................

Here Without You

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
All the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreamin' of your face

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight, there's only you and me.

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go.

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me.

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done.
It gets hard but it won't take away my love

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me