If only wishes are gold...
11:26 AM
I think I'm about to lose it. I can't see the whole picture of what I'm suppose to do. The documents are all just a stack of papers to me.
People are laughing at me. Behind my back. There's something in their eyes whenever they look at me. Something that I couldn't quite comprehend. Or maybe I'm just being paranoid?
Well, whatever it is..I'm not ashamed to admit that I don't know anything. I start at totally zero. I don't want and never even dream to act worldy, coz I am not. I'm confuse and I'm learning, the hard way that is. Somehow, I find that I don't enjoy working in this line of work. I hate having to learn all these details, all the process and stuff. *Sigh* Frankly speaking, I don't even know what I want anymore.
Sadly, I don't even have someone to turn to at the end of the day. I wish life is different for me...
p/s : Do u guys believe in this clairvoyant thingy. I mean like you have this instinct about something or dreams about it and it turns out to be true. Well, been experiencing it many many times lately. It's freaking me out.
~The Urban Factor~
